I Won't Be Disappointed
A poem by Victoria
I won't be disappointed because only God Is.
I won't be disappointed if you join the circus,
I won't be disappointed if you join a cult,
I won't be disappointed if you drop out,
Because only God Is.
I won't tell you this but I will ONLY know this,
Every time I see your face,
Every time I say your name,
I will Only know this,
Only God Is.
I won't be disappointed if you do anything that I would not do,
I won't be disappointed if you like the things I do not like,
Do not understand, have never done, because only God Is.
I will know that God expresses Itself as you and I will be there as witness only, praising God.
I won't tell you this,
But I will ALWAYS know this so that I can
Release God as the ONLY, as you.
If you have an amazing run of good luck,
I will step back unless you ask me to join.
I will be available not involved, unless you ask me to.
I will witness your joy that has NOTHING to do with me,
But I will watch your joy.
If you have an experience that is in the realm of normal,
A broken date or a broken heart,
An A on a test, a C- on a final,
A lost job, a promotion,
I will stand firm and be right there to spiritually reason with you;
To help you to find a place in your psyche for all the things life dishes out.
If you may be in harm's way or there is an element of destruction,
I will step in.
This is your cry for help that you can not ask for.
I might ask you what happened, and then listen.
I might ask you, "Why do you think that happened?"
And then listen.
I will open your mind to possibility,
The unknown; the margin where God Is,
Until you know that only God Is.
I will slowly show you the greater satisfaction of wisdom,
Whereas most settle on understanding.
I will open the door for you.
You may never step through.
I will never be disappointed.
Never. Because ONLY God Is.
I bring God awareness to our us.
You'll never know.
You never need to know.
You are It already;
I'm the only One that needs to know.
Dedicated to all of our children